Babies popping out left and right...

So life is still whizzing by me right now.

So thankful I have a day off tomorrow. I get to hopefully do some designing and reading. I miss doing those things.

This week seems to be the week for many of my friends to be welcoming a new addition their families.

Man, many of my friends are married and already on baby mode. Me... I'll get there eventually. I'll admit I get a little bummed, but then I sit up and realize that is not my path yet in life. Before I have a wonderful family I have to seek out what God has in store for me. I do not want to rush into anything.

When its my season to be in a relationship again, it shall happen. Right now I am enjoying the self-discovery of me period of my life.

Alright time to go to work,

Latia

Sleepless in my bedroom...

I was very unsuccessful last night at getting a decent nights rest. I tossed and turned all night and woke up at 4:30 a.m. I have work at 8 a.m. maybe I will have energy to push through the whole day.

So many thoughts running through my head. Goals I want to put into motion and other things.

I loathe sleepless nights.

Latia

I'm hungry for success...

Making myself a cup of tea to drink before going to bed. I swear I am addicted to drinking tea.

For the past couple of days I've had a lot of time to think. I work 8 hours rarely talking to people and just fixing the aisle or once in awhile helping a customer so it give me a great amount of time to think.

What I have been thinking that right now is the best time to start getting my business I want in order. I want it to be a multimedia company. I keep saying my goal is to have this before I am 30 and right now I am 26. Its just alot has been going on that is making me hungrier than ever to get this started. Unfortunately I can not do it alone. There are a few people who were top of the class and I still keep in contact with that I am going to email and ask if they are with me or not. I want this to be serious and I know its going to take a couple of months to get going, but I am ready for the work and advertising.

No one is going to present me with my dreams all neatly wrapped in a bow, I gotta go out there and take it for myself.

I'm ready!!!

I am leaving it up to God to help me push through the steps I need to make it happen, but I know he is showing me signs to push through and start going for my dream.

So many people started there 6 figure jobs out of their bedrooms, garages or even out their cars.

I'm poor and determined.

Latia

Its my birthday! Doing a little dance

Its my birthday today! Won't be able to really celebrate it til the 26th of this month, which is fine with me.

Today on Sept. 13th I shall be working all evening 1-9:30. But least I will be able to catch the 11 repeat of the last episode of True Blood.

So I am not gonna be sad, but just keep going and do what I have to do.

Latia

Let the transformation begin

So in a few moments it will be my birthday.

The big 2-6.

I am trying to look at this year as something positive, my chance to go out there and do and be me. I am going to try to shed all my negative thoughts and stop talking about my dreams and actually start doing them.

In these past few days from reading and meeting people and listening to people share their stories has given me the inspiration I need to set my goals in motion.

I want my dreams to become my reality and my reality to be something I love to live.

I am tired of being a broken down girl who feels everything is doomed for me and I shouldn't even start something because it always ends in a battle. Instead I need to be a strong and positive woman who know there are no boundaries or limits in my life and anything can and will be accomplished as long as I put my mind, heart and soul into.

Latia

Time needs to slow down

It seems like all of a sudden life is moving in warp speed. I get up and try to do something on my list I want to accomplish and then BAM! the day is done.

My two off days went so fast. I wanted to try to finish a book, which I didn't, but i did get to read a little. I want to design something, got to practice a little but it didn't come out the way I wanted it to.

I was multi-tasking like crazy and nothing was fully complete. I am grateful that I am working, I just have no time to do other things.

Well I get off work today at 7:30 maybe I will get to do some writing this evening.

Latia

Yeah two off days!!!

Yes I have two days off!

In those 2 days I hope to be able to journal/blog (digitally and traditional) and get some other things accomplished.

I did start on a scarf a day ago and I am working on it pretty fast on my lunch break and before I fall asleep. I am just doing a simple knit pattern. The other one that is checker board style is going to have to wait so i can put all my attention to it.

Lots of things to do and I learning how to manage my time even better. Time is to precious to waste on silly things.

I promise tomorrow there will be some sort of freebie on here. I have been slacking with those.

Latia

made it through the first week of work...

So I've been missing for a moment, but I am back.

Man working at Target has been exhausting but its a job and money.

There are two people there that I adore. One is Russ he was my previous boss back in the day when I was a teen working at Regal Cinema, and the other is Sharon she is sweet as pie and I know we will be good friends. She is someone that you can't help but like.

I work in Electronics and around the store tending to the "guest" (they are not called customers) wishes.

I feel like the place is nice, but I am there to work and come home if I make friends along the way that is nice, but I am here to pay some bills.

Trying to work out some ideas for freelance work. Thinking about advertising to friends (which I kinda did on Facebook) that I can do save the date announcements, programs, flyers, etc.

I have to put my expensive skills I acquired while in school to use and make a profit from it.

Well that is all for now, will update tomorrow.

Gotta get ready to settle down for the evening so I can get up early and go to work again.

Latia